What a tiring day!!! =(

A day that full of classes which is frm 9am until 4pm..

In between, it's just an one hour break..oh my gosh!!

i just building castles in the air while Miss Donna and Miss Lee lecturing..

It's freaking boring..

waiting, waiting and waiting for the lunch time....

Anyway, i have a blessed Mc Donald Double cheese burger and french fries from Ivan..

Thanks for sending me the lunch purposely, i appreciate it ^&^

sorry to Jeffrey as he had dated me for lunch but i ffk... ==

I hate KDU so much as we have to wear proper dress code,

no short pants and mini skirts are allowed..wht the hell is tht!!!

we are no longer a high school student,as long as we din too over ,

i think is fine..why do we have a lot of rules to follow??

somemore lecturers complaining tht everyday we are just like wearing "bikini" to college..

wht a such description..DAMN

Anyway, it's time to back home..Hurray!!!

Andrew fetch me after class then went to have a look at the room tht i will be moving in..

Add oil to myself, have to work hard for essays again....

To be continue................

让“过去”沉淀，让“明天”升华

昨天

昨天的一切历历在目，那些一切一切都像只是发生在昨天，都不曾离开。

我记得我们一起过的每一个生日，你精心准备的每次的惊喜，你总是那么用心.；

我记得去年情人节，你很用心收集我们的合照，剪成各个形状，做成一本纪念册送给我，看着那些我们一起的回忆，仍然会很难过，很感动你的用心，我会永远好好保存；

我记得我们一起走过的每条路，不管是打是闹，我们仍肩并肩的说好一起走下去；

我记得我们疯狂的每个礼拜都跑去k歌房唱歌，却不会觉得无聊，因为是和你在一起，即使发呆看着你一直到老，我也不会觉得累，因为我们在一起；

我记得我们一起经历那些痛苦的事，我们双手紧握着，当时我知道你一直到在，不管发生什么事你都会一直在我身边，我们永不分开。

所有的记得，忘记它谈何容易。

每天还是习惯收集你点点滴滴的消息，电话总是形影不离害怕当它响起错过你的声音。能不能再次相遇？

我真的力不从心也不想再骗自己。

我承认我至今为止我还是很想念你，但我决定把那些记得，那些曾经的一切，那些习惯放在昨天。

对我来说，这是个美好的昨天。


今天

听说，你很痛苦，我以为你很快乐。
我和别人一样都看到你很幸福，我也衷心的祝你真正的幸福，拥有真正的快乐。

现在回想起那些我们的昨天，我已经不会像以前那样难过伤感。现在，我很欣慰，很开心拥有这些美好的回忆。

谢谢你...

一枚戒指代表一段真挚的感情，上帝让它不见，预示着要放弃过去，真正去释怀这段情感。
那些曾经就如这个丢失的戒指，再找不回了。我们所能期待的是明天。

放弃了昨天的忧伤，我开始期待明天的快乐了。

明天会是个晴天！

明天

我会好好生活，会很大声的笑。我会拥有美好的梦想，为了我自己努力。

我也依然会相信爱情。
我不需要一个很完美的人，只要个贴心对我好的人，会永远陪在我身边。


放弃昨天痛苦 庆幸今天美好 期待明天更好

It's time to let go

Well, I know it's reli the time for me to let go as u already have a gf...

With the things you have did, I guessed you made the choice.

Thinking back now,I was just like a fool..

Waiting every single day, still hoping that we can have the chance to date back..

I should really let go this unforgettable and deep relatonship between me and you although it is really hard,tough for me..

Through all these times,I guess i was just wrong.

Why did I have to love you all along??

I wanna go back,like we never even met...

I guess it's just life everything's already set..

When we first met, right from the start,

I gave you my love and I gave you my heart,

How could I have known that I"ll be left alone.

I'm sitting by myself, crying all my tears out,

and with a little thought,you're what my life's about.

Now you're with ur girl,every single day..

What am i suppose to do??What am i suppose to say??

Before i go to sleep, every single night,

I just pray to God for you to have a happy life.

I gotta hold it inside, just let it pass me by,

I will never make u mad, I will never make u sad,

I tell myself it's ok, it ain't gonna be bad.

I just lie to myself, holding everything inside,

I don't wanna let you know that I want to cry,

But yet,I try and it's getting so hard..

It's like I have to lie, from keeping us apart,

And the truth is to be told, that I don't wanna let go

But you should know, to me you mean the world,

But I'm thinking negative, I didn't think about the times.

Times you made me smile, everything will be fine..

Through any situations I will sacrifice..

Whatever makes you happy, just go ahead..

The only thing I want is for you to be mine,

But we were so far apart, were in two different worlds,

It's getting so dark, I don't know what should be told

I guess the time has come, and I gotta let go..

This is too much pain, I can't take it anymore...no....

Hope you will be happy with your new relationship with her!!!

Blessed with tears...

Beverly Ng <3